i love u 'till the end

I just want to see you
When youre all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I cant escape
I love you till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You dont want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why dont you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end

I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
Im lost for words dont tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end

* dis is a song from ps i love u..

i do love you *u know who u are* 'till d end...

Wedding Preparation

Well, a very slow progress on my wedding preparation because, the parents want to start after raya and Mr Fiance also prefer to wait until end of year...sempatkah?
The only thing we bought is baju for the family...my baju nikah pun belum dibeli lagi,but Mr Fiance sudah ada...satu pun barang2 hantaran belum dibeli, bridal boutique (make-up, wedding dress, pelamin,etc) belum betul2 puas hati..and yes, we did survey around Melaka punya...but for Putrajaya?not yet...Mr Fiance' side? i don't know..but i know his family da start with bunga telur and others...me?bunga telur pun takde...

Takpe ke?lagi 7 bulan?i think macam sangat2 cepat masa berlalu sekarang ni...i want to start little by little...buying barang2 for hantaran sikit2...and sambil2 survey photog,videographer,dress,make-ups & accesorries, and all...

haish...

I will start everything right after raya AND i will start menguruskan badan yg bergemuk ni after raya?bole ke camtu?
*kalau bukan sebab ubat itu,pasti saya tidak mengembang seperti sekarang!*

~few days je lagi nak raya..sedih nye...sangat indah bulan ini...

it's 09-09-09!

today's date is such a nice date...and we'll celebrating raya also on d very nice date ; 20092009..
sangat chantique!

ow...on this very special date, i received the agreement documents and yes,i will sign it today,090909..=)

alhamdulillah, ayah and our family little dream da nampak cahaya...rezeki Ramadhan...can't wait for our little dream to operate within 2 months from now on...

alhamdulillah and thank u Allah for this wonderful gift...and may our little dream will be blessed, InsyaAllah...

till then...

happy 090909..

Islam, Kristian...don't get confuse dear..

hiya!!



its the 7th day of puasa, alhamdulillah saya dah start puasa after 3 hari bercuti..hehe..



puasa or this holy month Ramadhan sangat-sangat indah yang tak tergambar dgn kata2...well for me at least, one of it because i was born on 24th of Ramadhan, hari-hari terakhir Ramadhan..=) but seriously, i jez love during Ramadhan, dapat berpuasa, bersolat, mengejar pahala, and masak2 with mama, and many other things yang berlaku sepanjang bulan ni....(owh, d food yang mama masak during dis month jadi super sedap!)



tapi, dah few times jugak saye jadi sedih yang amat sangat sebab someone yang saya kenal during my school days murtad..dia convert to kristian..she was a muslim...nauzubillah...



she flew to canada to be with his boyfriend,they got engage, and they change their vows...somewhere in Canada in a church maybe or a place where they did not ask your religion...yes, she was a muslim when she marry him...and yes,no akad...

she gave birth to 2 boys and soon after that i was told that she is happy with her new life as she has found the Lord, Jesus....she is no longer a Muslim..."I'm a Christ now!=) Hallelujah..." that's what she said...nauzubillah...



tapi yang buat kan saya bertambah2 sedih dan marah serta kesal adalah...dia tak jemu2 menjemput rakan2 Muslim dan bukan kristian yang lain supaya mengikut jejak langkahnya menemui Tuhan barunya itu...

"i have found the light, He is Jesus. i don't think u have found the Truth. it is sad that u chose to be ignorant in this important matter...." she said to my second cousin...



tau tak?Al-Quran pun dia tak faham dan tak habis baca...Injil juga pilihan kitab dia sekarang...sedih kan?macam mane dia boleh cakap Islam bukanlah agama yang sebenar?



saya tak tau siapa yang perlu disalahkan....2 orang adik dia juga kristian, if im not mistaken...(sorry sangat kalau salah...but adik dia pernah mengaku dia bukan islam and dia adalah kristian) parents ke?surroundings ke?diri sendiri ke?tak tau...

and what if 'husband' dia sekarang bukan kristian...mungkin budha, hindu?adakah Injil pilihan kitab dia?



saya belum pernah berdebat dengan dia lagi...sebab tau diri sendiri bukan lah the right person to debate with her yang dah buta!



i am not a good Muslim, but i will not, never mempersendakan agama Islam dan Allah...i am trying and also in learning progress to be a better Muslim, insyaAllah...



how can i help her?i cant stop thinking how and why she did this....i cant accept she said Allah never answer her prayers, but Jesus answered her prayers...bull shit kan?



bila ALLAH cepat makbulkan doamu, maka DIA menyayangimu.. bila ALLAH lambat makbulkan doamu, maka DIA ingin mengujimu.. bila ALLAH tidak makbulkan doamu, maka DIA merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik untukmu.. Oleh itu, sentiasalah berprasangka baik terhadap ALLAH dalam apa jua keadaan pun kerana kasih sayang ALLAH itu mendahului kemurkaanNYA..



saya sedihlaa...sedih sangat9x....

Ramadhan is jez few days away je nih!!!! =D

Hello... =)

Da lame sangat tak meninggalkan jejak kat blog sendiri..I wasn't busy, i have no works, i am healthy, n i am happy...hehe..

Jez few days ni demam n rase sangat tak best..hope cepat sehat..penat dah batuk tak henti-henti +sneezing macam tak ingat ape dah!haish...pedih hidung saye..

Puasa is only few days away je nih!harap2 Sabtu ni dapat lah saye berpuasa pada hari pertama..

What else?

Selamat Berpuasa semua... =)

hello!!!

lamenye.........saye x update blog ini...blom ade mood lagiy...

=)

Good-bye UK~~

it's 21:20,Tuesday 9th of june...We'll be leaving London tomorrow...

Just a quick flashback where we've been to and what've we done during our stay... ;)

31 May
LCCT-Stansted (naik airasia je sbb cheaper tix means more shopping!!!and tpt stay yg sangat coolness!!)
from LCCT,KL 17:15 and arrived at Stasted London jez before 00:00..

1 June
Took our car..VW and ayah drove to Manchester..we arrived early at the stadium and while waiting for the SHOP the MEGASTORE to open and the tour around the stadium begins...we had our breakfast at the carpark...yeps!!we all kluakan makanan yang telah terbang bersama kami dari Malaysia..hehe..(makanan yg slalu jumpe time raye tuh!!!)lepas makan sume...mulalah photo shoot around there..tapi tak ikut tour tu pun..hehe..jez melawat Megastore jek!!

Lepas beberapa jam kat sane..terus drive off to Liverpool...arrived at the destination,check in at the apartment Lever Court..do a lil shopping after that....
(lupe lah!!!!)ade lagi nnt edit lagi...)

2 June
Pack our things,check out and ayah drove off to Edinburgh,Scotland!Edin adalah sangat9 best!!!yes...sangat9!!!so chilly and beautiful...lovin it!!
What we did in Edin?will update later laa... :)

We stayed there for 3 nites!! yippee...and the apartment was super coolness!!

5 June
Arrived at London..checked in at Jacob's Court...
Lotsa shopping!!heheh..no car..we move around with train..:)

10 June..
tomorrow...will leave London... :( tho i missed home and him so much...i'm sure gonna missed UK especially Edinburgh...i so in love with Edin...

*B,mari berHONEYMOON ke Edinburgh??*

Thanks so much ayah for this wonderful vacay...

ps : Maksu...tunggu yea?? :p