Friday, August 28, 2009

Islam, Kristian...don't get confuse dear..

hiya!!



its the 7th day of puasa, alhamdulillah saya dah start puasa after 3 hari bercuti..hehe..



puasa or this holy month Ramadhan sangat-sangat indah yang tak tergambar dgn kata2...well for me at least, one of it because i was born on 24th of Ramadhan, hari-hari terakhir Ramadhan..=) but seriously, i jez love during Ramadhan, dapat berpuasa, bersolat, mengejar pahala, and masak2 with mama, and many other things yang berlaku sepanjang bulan ni....(owh, d food yang mama masak during dis month jadi super sedap!)



tapi, dah few times jugak saye jadi sedih yang amat sangat sebab someone yang saya kenal during my school days murtad..dia convert to kristian..she was a muslim...nauzubillah...



she flew to canada to be with his boyfriend,they got engage, and they change their vows...somewhere in Canada in a church maybe or a place where they did not ask your religion...yes, she was a muslim when she marry him...and yes,no akad...

she gave birth to 2 boys and soon after that i was told that she is happy with her new life as she has found the Lord, Jesus....she is no longer a Muslim..."I'm a Christ now!=) Hallelujah..." that's what she said...nauzubillah...



tapi yang buat kan saya bertambah2 sedih dan marah serta kesal adalah...dia tak jemu2 menjemput rakan2 Muslim dan bukan kristian yang lain supaya mengikut jejak langkahnya menemui Tuhan barunya itu...

"i have found the light, He is Jesus. i don't think u have found the Truth. it is sad that u chose to be ignorant in this important matter...." she said to my second cousin...



tau tak?Al-Quran pun dia tak faham dan tak habis baca...Injil juga pilihan kitab dia sekarang...sedih kan?macam mane dia boleh cakap Islam bukanlah agama yang sebenar?



saya tak tau siapa yang perlu disalahkan....2 orang adik dia juga kristian, if im not mistaken...(sorry sangat kalau salah...but adik dia pernah mengaku dia bukan islam and dia adalah kristian) parents ke?surroundings ke?diri sendiri ke?tak tau...

and what if 'husband' dia sekarang bukan kristian...mungkin budha, hindu?adakah Injil pilihan kitab dia?



saya belum pernah berdebat dengan dia lagi...sebab tau diri sendiri bukan lah the right person to debate with her yang dah buta!



i am not a good Muslim, but i will not, never mempersendakan agama Islam dan Allah...i am trying and also in learning progress to be a better Muslim, insyaAllah...



how can i help her?i cant stop thinking how and why she did this....i cant accept she said Allah never answer her prayers, but Jesus answered her prayers...bull shit kan?



bila ALLAH cepat makbulkan doamu, maka DIA menyayangimu.. bila ALLAH lambat makbulkan doamu, maka DIA ingin mengujimu.. bila ALLAH tidak makbulkan doamu, maka DIA merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik untukmu.. Oleh itu, sentiasalah berprasangka baik terhadap ALLAH dalam apa jua keadaan pun kerana kasih sayang ALLAH itu mendahului kemurkaanNYA..



saya sedihlaa...sedih sangat9x....

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Ramadhan is jez few days away je nih!!!! =D

Hello... =)

Da lame sangat tak meninggalkan jejak kat blog sendiri..I wasn't busy, i have no works, i am healthy, n i am happy...hehe..

Jez few days ni demam n rase sangat tak best..hope cepat sehat..penat dah batuk tak henti-henti +sneezing macam tak ingat ape dah!haish...pedih hidung saye..

Puasa is only few days away je nih!harap2 Sabtu ni dapat lah saye berpuasa pada hari pertama..

What else?

Selamat Berpuasa semua... =)