Ayra mmg baby yang sangat behave n easy to take care of.Ramai yang manjakan Ayra so Ayra da biasa ada orang around her,especially my younger brother.He's the one yang help me a lot.Tidurkan Ayra,play with her,help me to bath her n everything..thank u so much.Selain dia,of coz la mama,mom in law,sis in law n semua laa..=)
I da rasa saket few days before gave birth.Went for monthly check up at MMC and bagitau doc regarding the pain at my below abdomen,sakit mcm period pain tu..doc check and it was 1.5cm opening..terkejut sgt sbb masa tu baru 36weeks n few days..doc said,klu rasa lebih sakit jez dtg hosp if not,tgu the other week for another check up.On 10 sept,da rasa sakit,but still bearable..so igt nk ke hospital,tp boleh tidur so x pergi...but the next day,pergi jgk after Maghrib..buat CTG,contraction ada but not dat strong.nurse pun ada buat VE but surprisingly opening baru 1cm?doc ask to see him d next day..
12th September:
Pergi MMC with SIL n again,doc buat VE..now it's 3cm!and kena admit jugak that day..maybe deliver hari tu jugak.Kesian husband,dia baru je blk kl n kna blk mlk semula..but before blk mlk,dia fetch my family kt airport sbb diorang pergi wedding my cousin kt kelantan.So later ptg tu,br la check in kt hospital..MIL & SIL yg teman..time ni tak rasa takut ke apa..sakit pun tak rasa.Masa mama,husband and adik2 sampai pun I still ok lg.Petang around 6,doctor dtg chk lg..still mcm tu jgk..dia tanya if nk I nk induce ke tak,tp husband's not around so I said not now..(if not baby klua mlm tu jgk kn?)
Tido malam kt hospital with husband,rasa sweet je sbb that was the last nite we both sleep together (as in 2 orang) before baby kluar.Tido malam x rasa saket sgt pun,sikit2 je n bearable.
13 September 2011:
Pagi tu nurse dtg bg ubat utk kluarkn segala isi perut..hehe..=) then baru doctor dtg.Masa tu husband da blk rumah utk shower.Bila doctor check,xde progress apa2 pun,so he decides utk induce..n me?ok la..so doctor insert the pill n told me not to move for at least 2 or 4 hours (x ingat how long..da la x mandi pagi lagi..) So I told everybody yang doc da induce pkl 8am..maybe tgh hari da boleh ke labor room.still I don't feel any major pain.after few hours,I took my bath and that was the last time I bathe with big tummy..=> told husband to bring me for a walk in d ward because I started to feel uneasy.x sampai 50m walks pun da rasa mcm nk pitam..so blk ke bilik semula.Around 12pm doctor came n check me again n he said "now u're in active labor!" so bersiap la I untuk ke labor room..ask for forgiveness from husband,my mom n dad n everyone else.Husband followed me to d LR.In LR,i changed my cloth to their gown n nurse asked me to lie on a bed with many unfamiliar things around me.I remembered on my right side was a baby bassinet.Am I nervous?NO,seriously I don't feel nervous.I still can make jokes with husband n updating status on FB,uploading picture on FB and reply to every single comments on FB till I said to husband,"b,the pain is getting stronger,can u pls call the nurse here?" yes,the contraction is getting stronger but jarak sakit tu bkn tanda nak bersalin time tu pun.I was like "eh?ni da sakit ni,belum bole push ke?" time ni mmg da x igt da dia punya sakit.Dari rasa bilik tu sejuk sgt sampai sweating teruk!I asked my husband to kipas kn n basahkan muka..many times!kesian dia..when he stops,I suruh dia kipas balik..even though dalam hati tau yang dia mesti lenguh kipas I.
I asked for air zam-zam to drink n husband sambung lagi kipas2 n basahkan muka I.Nurse dtg check opening baru 7 ke 8cm,dia ckp belum blh push but she will help.She asked me to try push and i did.For a first timer,ape pun tak jadik!I, at first screamed but the nurse told me not to because that will make me weaker sbb menjerit pun perlukan energy.i push and push.Nurse ask me to lie on my side n push.i tried but i don't fancy that position(boleh plk kn?)so i changed my position to where my legs are wide open.Doc came and said i'm doing good.Apa yang I ingat ramai nurse kat dalam LR mcm pom pom girl pun ye jgk sbb semua macam bersorak including husband.Doc ada tanya husband berani tak nak tengok kepala baby?Dia tengok ok??I sampai nk surrender da time tu sebab da sgt9 exhausted.At last baby kena vacuum keluar.
1753H,13 September 2011:
Baby Ayra was born at 1753H on 13/9/11...she didn't cry at all..i remembered pushing sooo hard and i said to my self and Allah.."if this is my last breath,thank you Allah for giving me this experience and please save my baby.." i said that because i don't think i can make it anymore as i was toooo exhausted and tired..i don't have energy to push anymore.Alhamdulillah everything went well.Ayra did not cry when she's out from my womb sbb I kena bius masa nak vacuum tu so dia pun sama effect.But she's ok..When the doctor put her on my tummy,i can only smile...=)to my husband and said baby kite..(tatau laa terkeluar ke tak suara time ni..) Oh iheard the docator said Your baby is quite big,she's 3.5 kg..lari dari apa yang saya estimate!!see...bukan saya yanga banyak makan..baby pun ok?
Masa doctor nk kluarkan uri,paed da dtg utk check baby..husband nampak dia terbalikkan baby goncang sume..tatau la tu procedure ke apa..lepas tu sesi menjahit pula while baby da siap2 di bawa ke nursery utk di warmkn sebelum di qamatkn and dimandikan.
Time ni memang x sabar2 nk kluar from LR dgn harapan dpt jumpa husband and baby and of course with all the family yang da lamaaaa tunggu kat luar.
First night mmg tak boleh tidur..tak sabar nak balik rumah,tak sabar nak ambil baby semualaa...macam tak percaya now da bertiga!ni laa moment yang paaaaaaaaling indah dalam hidup I. Thank you Allah for giving me the chance..Alhamdulillah..
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