1 year from now

InsyaAllah exactly 1 year from today's date.....i'll be his wifey.. :)
sgt skejap mase berlalu..

18 years ago...we were class mates...(sgt cute!)
7 years ago...we were friends..and still is
6 years ago...we were a pair..and still is
5 months ago..we were engaged..and still is!
today...we are looking forward to our big day.. 1 year from now!!(teruja!)
years ahead...we're hoping that we will always happy and still have each other..

I jez hope that every plans that have been planned will go smoothly..insyaAllah..

There are times i felt sad...
~when 1 year from now..i'll be 'given away' to him..no longer ayah's little girl, mama's bestest friend..
~when 'syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu' will transfer to 'syurga di bawah tapak kaki suami' makes me feel like a woman with big responsibility...
~when the fact that this is the last year to celebrate raya as a semi-single girl with my family..

isk~

and

yes.. they are still my family,my love,my life..and the difference is jez..i'll have my own family..

~kalau dulu x sabar nak kawen but now..i wish i have plenty of times before kawen..

2 more days..

2 more days before i finish my practical in WM...rase mcm skejap je..
Plan after dis?Of coz la cari kerja...
well dis is d list :
- settle final reports
- settle jobs with ayah
- cari kerja lagi
- and d list will grow......

K,i jez finished my lunch with WM's family..6 of us..The boss treat us lunch at Chilis KLCC...because dis is my final week here.. (sob~sob~)

I had burger AND I-can't-finish-it...too big for small tummy?i guess.. :)

Well thanks to d boss n frens for the warm welcome and happy time during my internship...
Glad knowing all of u here.. (isk~)

*nnt sy upload gambar d chilis okayh kawan2?

owh!my best boyfren nk pindah outlet..GENTING!jauh la encik safri!cane nk jumpe lg nnt? isk~ haish....

byk betul perubahan!
neways..good luck to all in your future undertakings!

daa~

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Upload satu gambar kesukaan anda.

Kenapa suka gambar ni?

er..knp suke?sbb ni gmbr yg last before jadi fiancee dia.. =) tatau la..jez suke je? hehe..

Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?

wah!seriyesli x igt...rasenya mase january hari tu ngn syujak kot?

Lagu terakhir anda dengar?

Entah by afgan

Apa yang anda buat selain selesaikan tag ni?

nothing...baru balik from klcc..(ade keje tp kjp laa..hehe..)

Selain nama sendiri anda suka dipanggil dengan panggilan apa?

er..malu la..BB panggil manje!huhu~ rase best je..rs sgt9 disayangi!wah!!! =) or ble time2 ayah panggil sayang and mama panggil along..(mama slalu panggil nama je,klu da panggil along tu manje la tuh mama niy!)

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siape2 je lah yang nk buat..smua dlm list ni perhaps? :P

don't panic!

eyh..its jez me beeing emo yesterday...no biggies k?B've been given time for recovery..(need to use his legs the rest of his life kn?)

yeah...its jez what i felt..

things are doing ok (not great!) but ok..

putus cinta - emo!

i don't know how should i react and how should i feel when B told me 'bout the news...should i feel sad?happy? both i shall say..

Y?
sad - it's his love,his passion,his dreams, his everything (of coz la me n his fam d first!)
happy - more time with me, no injuries...

but seriously i felt sad.. the news was like a big slap on my face..but how does he feel?im sure he's more kecewa than me..

sabar ye sayang?

we'll work things together..listen to ayah's advice..and take each steps carefully one by one and insyaAllah He will answer our prayers..

usaha-doa-tawakal

allergy?mites?what say u..?

It has been few days now and by this time i suppose my itchiness is healed if not 100% but its getting worse..

*sob-sob* it's killing me....it's killing my eyes looking at my skin...red spots all over the body..
huhu~

now,it has spread to my palms,toes, fingers.. isk!

when to see doctor after eating fillet o fish...she said it could be allergy (im allergic to most antibiotics),mites,dust,medicine....huh?
~i ate chicken the last time before this itchiness klua...antibiotics from d chicken perhaps?dunno..
~medicine?i didnt took any medications accept for ubat batu karang..couldnt be..
~mites?from my mattress??mungkin jugak!
~dust?probably yes..mmg slalu x blh kna dust pun!
~what else?err...there's ulat tajam yg singgah on my bed at nite..might be yu lah ulat!

i dunno!

hey...but y this itchiness worsen at nite?when i came back from office?(dusty home?)

ergh!!!geram lah!buruk dah kulit saye...
sedih la camni.. :(

ergh...the "gatal" side of me

hey!no i'm not dat gatal girl ..jez that this itchiness is driving me insane!!!seriyesly...ugh!i don't get enuff sleep last nite. ngantuk sgt!
i thot i was dreaming when i scratch my hands..but no,i wasn't..it was real...lotsa bintik2 on my body and it looks fugly!(UGLY)..

when ayah woke me up dis morning...i showed him the bintiks on my body...and said it might be an allergy reactions or something like dat...hokay..

i went to the clinic nearby and d doctor gave me this calamine lotion with 2 oral medications to lessen the itchiness...BUT still it didn't stop. i guess i need an injection..huhu~ doc suggested this,but i refuse because i'll faint after d injection jez like usual..heheh..so i think maybe i'll get the injection after work...(tawakal je lah!)

can't stand it no more!i've been scratching my knees,hands,palms,stomach,arm pits(huhu~) legs....huh!pls stop my gatal??everyone's staring at me as if i'm the CUTE circus monkey and a BEAUTIFUL walking mummy (because the calamine lotion i applied is in white-ish!)..it's funny..embarassing?
hmm..

*menyesal x amek MC doc bagi tadi...
**owh..this is 2nd last week in WM.. ~sob-sob~

da~
*continue scratching...errrgh!!!